Saturday, June 23, 2007
Have been really busy with work recently.. :( the loreal job really tires me out. Today i had menst cramps and i smsed ***( the in charge of the promoters) that i couldn't go for work today. UNSURPRISINGLY, she smsed back to ask me produce a MC if not i risk all my commission gone. Menst cramps go see DOC and waste 40 bucks ah?! and by the time she said this, my cramps already all gone.Guess what i did in the end? IGNORE HER. she is such a bitch sometimes. ( *ahem* i must correct and say " ALL THE TIMES" instead. ) She sounded unhappy when i raised questions and was very sarcastic when replying. sometimes i wonder how she got the HR job when her attitude towards promoter is so bad!
Actually the only thing i feel blessed about this job is to get to know helen, natalie, siree and most importantly GEANNIE!! omg. helen and geannie is so my type.. we are like so so auntie and we eat so much, shop so much and talk so much! i love both of them so much!They are the only pillars of support pushing me to go to work everyday.
i have been thinking alot about my relationship recently. Do i really love my bf or is it cos of the "3 years effect? " Yesterday when i talked to geannie on the fone, the confusion regarding my relationship once again appeared in my mind. Sometimes when i think back about the past, it seems as though i cannot forget about my ex bf. BUT at times, i feel i love my bf too for everything that he have done for me.
Although quiet, he makes it up with his sweetness.
When i am down and dying of menst cramps, he will visit me with my favourite food.
He will buy AMK rojak and BA KU TEH to my house when i have cravings.
He will volunteer to pay half of my lemmings with his pathetic army pay.
He will listen to this tigeress roaring when i am mad, and his quietness calms me when i am upset.
No matter how tired or sleepy, he makes sure he sees me once or twice a week.
If i complain he is unsweet, he will immed think of ideas to make things right again.
Most importantly, he cares. He really cares. I don't think i can find any other person as good as him . What geannie said struck a chord inside me. It is always good to find someone who loves u more than you do. I rather be a domineering idiot than be a fearful pussy.
today i went to geylang again!!hee. to eat good food la!
that is me in my new grey dress! hee so flowery
me and my sis!